Tell Me Before You Do It

Travis found Clark in the main room at the end of Thursday, which was where Clark was when Clark wanted to be found.

The team had mostly cleared out. Cole was finishing a return manifest in the equipment bay. Alexis was gone. Rachel was still somewhere - Travis could hear her on a call in the back - but the front of the room was down to the two of them and the last of the day's light coming flat and yellow across the long table.

Travis pulled a stool out and sat down. He didn't start with small talk, because with Clark, small talk was a tell. You could say what you wanted to say, or you could not say it, but dressing it up as small talk was the least efficient option and Clark had zero patience for it, which was one of the things Travis respected about him and also, on certain days, one of the things he found genuinely difficult.

"I saw the piece," Travis said. "About the Dallas firm."

Clark looked up from the notebook. He had been writing something that he did not close the notebook over, which Travis registered. "I know," Clark said.

Two words. Travis waited. With Clark, two words were sometimes a complete answer and sometimes a door left open an inch, and the only way to tell which was to hold still and see if more came through.

It didn't, immediately. Clark looked at him in a way that Travis had learned to read after years of reading it - not unfriendly, not withholding, just settled into a patience that Travis sometimes found infuriating and sometimes found, when he was honest with himself, steadying.

"The consultant," Travis said.

"Yes."

"He had a legal pad."

"He did."

Travis was aware, very specifically, that he was now the one saying things out loud that Clark had already known. This was new. Usually it was the other way. Usually Travis held the line while Clark did the moving, and the dynamic was so established between them that neither of them named it anymore, just operated inside it the way you operate inside a room you've lived in long enough to stop seeing the walls. But this week Clark had been two beats ahead on everything, and now Travis was the one talking first, and Clark was the one meeting each thing with a short answer that confirmed without adding, and Travis couldn't fully tell whether he was being trusted with something or being shown the shape of a decision that had already been made.

"What did you do on Tuesday," Travis said. It wasn't quite a question.

"Had a conversation," Clark said.

"With who."

Clark considered this. Not evasively - more in the way of a man who is deciding how much of a thing to hand over versus how much to hold, a calibration happening in real time. "Someone I trust," he said. "Someone outside the building."

Travis nodded. He could push. He had the relationship and the standing to push. But pushing Clark on a timeline that wasn't ready produced nothing useful, and Travis had learned this lesson early and at some cost, and he'd been operating inside the lesson ever since.

"Whatever you're thinking," Travis said, "tell me before you do it."

Clark held his gaze for a moment. "I will."

That was enough. Travis didn't know if it was enough. He'd decide later, from a distance, and the deciding wouldn't change anything, which was the nature of trust. You did it or you didn't, and the doing of it was already a kind of answer.

He got up, put the stool back, and told Rachel goodnight on the way out. The Wagoneer was still in the lot when he left. He didn't look back.

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